lsanford

laurenelizabeth

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PARANOIA--7

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seasons change by Flurbil, literature

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seasons change

the flood gates are open as sorrow comes rushing in filling up the empty bottles that hope left behind in her haste to get away. October is just around the corner and I can hear the sky as she cries out and lets loose drops of the enlightened past that yearn for my attention, as I stand in the center of it all, in an endless field of remedial truths and half tied shoelaces. I try to be forgotten and invisible wishing that somehow, someway I will drown beneath this blanket of sudden emptiness and take my place rooted in this half-hearted ground.

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lsanford

About lsanford

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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My Bio

Current Residence: wyoming/washington
Favourite genre of music: classic rock.alternative.indie.
Favourite photographer: roman loranc.imogen cunningham.ansel adams
Favourite style of art: dance/choreography. photography

Favourite Movies

the hours.gloomy sunday.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

radiohead.

Favourite Writers

margaret atwood.cornelia funke.toni morrison.markus zusak.

Tools of the Trade

my brain?

Other Interests

photography.dance.skiing.

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lsanford

Nov 29, 2010

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I don't know what to do anymore. I just want things to be easy. I am tired of hurting. I am tired of feeling alone. And I am tired of pretending that everything is okay. Nothing is ever okay. It never has been and I am sometimes afraid it never will be.

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lsanford

May 31, 2010

home.

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I wish I had something to come home to.

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lsanford

Mar 26, 2010

forever

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forever doesn't last. people die. they die in unexplainable car crashes. they get hit by some 18 year old checking his phone. they overdose. people leave. because they want to kill themselves because of you. or because you wronged them. or maybe because you left first. i want to feel safe in forever. i want to feel sure in eternity. i want someone to hold me and tell me that i am going to be okay, and that this will go away. but i have searched high and low and my bed is still empty, and i am still alone  forever doesn't last. and things don't change.